I Need...

As I'm sitting here and listening to this song, I feel like I can be categorized by the group that they're talking about...

But how is it possible to be in a "relationship" and be an "outsider"? Simple. Look at what is going on with us. It's possible.

When we talked a few weeks ago, you said you wanted to give me what I needed right now. Here's my list:

I need you to chase me.
I need you to make time for me.
I need you to acknowledge me.
I need you to be there for me when I need you.
I need you to hug and kiss me.
I need you to be the person that my ex-husband could never be.
I need you to continue making me feel good about myself.
I need you to understand me.
I need you to not be afraid of me and what is going on between us.
I need you to not be afraid of what I can and want to give you.
I need you to dry my tears when they sadly fall.
I need you to comfort me.
I need you to hold my hand and tell me things are going to be ok.
I need you to want me.
I need you to forget about the past, and look forward.
I need you to be my friend/lover/boyfriend (if that's what you want to call it).
I need you to help me work on my insecurities.
I need you to stand tall with me.
I need you to laugh, joke, be serious, live life with me.
I need you to take the next step in whatever is going on with us.
I need you to wrap your arms around me and hold me tight.
I need you to prove that I can trust you.
I need you to open your closed heart.
I need you to leave all your hurt behind you.

I need you.

~A~