6.24.12

Yet another day of pain. Yesterday was our 2 1/2 year marriage anniversary, and Phil messaged me saying "I hope you're doing alright up there." What do you think? Um, not really... But what can you expect from a guy. Tomorrow I'm taking the divorce papers to the Clerk of the Court to figure out which ones I have to sign, then to the bank to have them notarized, and then finally to the post office to mail them away. Yes, my divorce papers are going in the mail tomorrow. My marriage will be over in approximately 4-6 weeks. Really? I still can't believe that this is happening sometimes. I still have problems falling asleep at night and there are some nights where I still cry myself to sleep because maybe it's that I miss him, or just the other person in my bed. Who knows. But I've just got to work through this and try to be the bigger person out of all of this. It's still crazy to even believe that this is happening. One day I'm happily married, and then next I'm literally getting divorced. This world is crazy. ~Abbey~