Life is Eminent....

The move... Is eminent.

The divorce... Is eminent.

School... Is eminent.

Work... Is eminent.

Repeat.

That's how I've felt for the past week.

The divorce is right around the corner... I'm still not sure what I want to do that morning, but I know it'll probably involve some sort of wine substance and cheese... Maybe in my new kitchen since I'll be moving this weekend.

The move has been pushed forward a week, and I'm actually glad that it has been. It gives me a few days to regroup after everything is finally said and done. It gives me some time to mourn my loss.

It gives me the opportunity to start my life over again.

A new chapter. A new lease on life.

School is actually quite easy this semester, and I'm really grateful for that because of everything that is going on.

Work is work. What can I really say about that? Not much.

Nothing else is going on in my "non-adventurous" life... Nothing major to report. Nothing major to discuss.

I just wish you were here to just shelter me through the weekend and beginning of the week....

I'm not sure if I should even mention to you that the move is now this week, or even remind you that the divorce is Monday. I want nothing more than for you to help me and be there for me. Even if it's just to hold my hand while I cry, or indulge me while I drink wine and eat cheese Monday morning....

But I don't know about you anymore...

You're so difficult.

I love you.

~A~